My smile shall appear when your's to share with it. Save you, save myself..

"Shed no more tears, I am here to end your fears" says myself to myself.

Erghhh...

Lately I have been thinking, I should change my style of blogging. I mean I think its getting kind of dull and gloomy in a way. That's what I think. Oh well, I'll try writing in a different kind of way from now on, that way I have more things to write. =D. I am just going to tell you what the heck happen in school.

This week, for starters, I have the 3rd term/final examination of the year. Ink wastage, paper scribbles, brain literally storming, butt-aches and so much more.
Today. We have Add.Math. One word "fatiguing". I was ripping my head apart trying to solve these such inhuman questions. After 4 hours of extreme/murderous calculation, I only manage to answer 9 questions out of 24 questions. Disappointed but I never have interest in it anyway so I care less.

Gets my daily dose of electrolytes from these isotonic drinks.Steal some of Lil C's french fries then she punch my stomach which pretty much didn't hurt so I just stole more of her french fries. After getting my dose, crushed the can then threw it away.

The last exam of the day was Mandarin/French. Wasn't taking any of them so I went to Terra 1. 1 and a half hour more until the end of the day in school. Tim was playing COD 4 on my computer while I was practically being damaged by Lil C. I was trying to dismantle a stapler which she got annoyed of. Maybe that is the reason why she have been violently attacking me with multiple slaps and punches. Or she just did it for no particular reason at all. Yep, She's a scary person but still lovable in a way. Then, I found some paper on the floor and I began to fold the Empire State building out of that paper (I can do all sorts of stuff when I am bored out of my mind).

Then the digit 3.30 was shown on my watch, packed my stuff and prepare to go home. =). Put my bags in the van and scoot over to the bus stop where I meet up YS, Mels and yea,Lil C.
They looked so depressed except Mels which was lost in the world of emo people. Especially, Lil C who looked awfully dejected, even with the attempt of smiling I can still see somewhere in her eyes she is deeply troubled. Might be exaggeration of my own concious assumptions but I believe it was true anyway.

I don't feel like smiling and laughing all the way home or at home. Constantly having those vision of those troubled little eyes and deceptive smiles. I feel so helpless, hopeless, pathetic, wrecked for being so useless as a friend. *sigh*
Sometimes I wish I can read people's mind.
I just don't feel perky at all today. Sorry to have made your day gloomy for reading this piece of crap I just wrote.

A sunny day can be destroyed by a dark cloud of rain..