Friendship which are priceless and rare,Recycle to a different pathway..

And the search continues....

Reading my previous post. Realize that most of it is about that particular person. That particular person who's only visual image can trigger my heart to pump twice as fast. She's just another ordinary person. Except we never had a full conversation before,basically we don't know each other. Then why is it so hard to even say 'Hi" to her, what is so special about this person? Why cant my mind rest without having a slight glimpse of her face? The question which could never be answer. I can just endure these sorrows which is thrown at me out of my will and do nothing about it. She will just stay there, innocent, without knowing that her appearance to my visual receptors is a cure to my pitiful heart.

We laugh,We cry,We are forever together...

My senses finally return to my consciousness, thinking why am I trying so hard to make her notice me, To make her know I care for her although she does not need it. An obstacle I foolishly could not overtake, which just make my life more difficult. Choices are given but I was blind for not taking it. Only thinking, pain was the only way and endurance was the only solution.

I always though none can be trusted. The only one whom I believe the most is myself and no other. Such ignorant thoughts I have. Recently a few are able to gain my trust. But am I just being gullible or are they truly trustworthy? Honesty,Companionship,Trust,Reliable,those properties of a genuine friendship.

To have the will to protect somebody is the greatest strength of all..

It is true joy cannot be obtain unless it is shared with another. Happiness will never come to you if solitary is your path. No one should be alone, I believe there is always somebody out there who will not take you for granted. I just have to search for them.

Once you fall in love, It will be difficult to hate...

After all this lengthy and heavy things which I must release off my chest, I must say that "you are the only one which is in my heart, my mind shall not let go of you but if there's a way to make another happier then I would be glad to say this regretful words, I THINK I am OVER YOU~~ =)..

Coverts into the flip-side of the leaf..